"Backbeat,

the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out. I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt."

Well, now that I know I am not the only one that continually checks the blog, even if it is my turn to post, (I just like to read it), I certainly will keep up on my the Blog. I really do love this thing. I can't remember life before it. Actually, I can, but now I have "I cannot wait to write this on the Blog."

I am so glad we are done with that Algebra project. Really, I feel like this is a new chapter in my life. It's a nice feeling, ahah.

I hope you are enjoying your CD's. You know, yours skipped the whole way through. :/ Do you think you could burn me a new one? You have to tell me what you think of the music on there. Really, aha. I'm excited.

Don't you hate that? When you have things to do or things you want to do but you feel guilty for not doing them? It's a weird thing. I always end up giving into the guilt, and just doing whatever. Life is so frustrating sometimes. I wonder if there really is a 'man on the top of the mountain'figure who just knows exactly what is right. Or if there is anyone in this world that actually knows what is really right. That'd be interesting.

Well, no more need for a free online trial. Drew has the game and is letting me borrow it. :] Meaning I am going to load that sucker into my computer and play it for all it's worth. Ah, how I love Scrabble.

Auds, seriously, I want you to call me, ahaha. I love our phone conversations. They are dear in my heart. Even if they do hold you back from your eight hours of sleep. AH! I need to get ahold of Sara and Ands, THERE IS NO INVISIBLE CHILDREN MEETING TOMORROW EITHER! I forgot of my interview at K-Mart. I'm excited for our club though, really, I just know it's going to do some real good. I'm glad you want to be involved, Auds.

I think you shall do very well on composing your piece after you are done listening to my CD's. If there is anyone you really like, tell me, and I'll burn you the whole CD. Why I am wanting you to do so well on this piece I do not know, but I really want to hear it.

I cannot believe I have gotten my second Math Star... I haven't absorbed it yet.

I am told I will get to see my baby cousin at Christmas, so I'm trying not to get too excited for that.

Ahaha, penguin would be fun to watch. I just want to watch people play charades now, ahah.

Tonight was good. My grandma came over for dinner and we had fettuccinni (spelling) alfredo (It pays to have an Italian in the family) and then I drove her home and then I went out and got a sketchbook and now I am about to do some homework and make some lists. Fun.

I am so excited to decorate the tree with your family and hear all the stories. I don't think you have any clue, aha. Yeah, yeah, yeah!

You haven't read Gone With The Wind? I read it either this summer or last summer. I think it was last summer. It was good, but a lot of parts made me mad. I think Scarlet is just plain dumb, and she's so damned selfish. But you can figure that out for yourself. Have you seen the movie? I think after The Grapes Of Wrath I'm going to read Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk. He's the guy the wrote Fight Club, and I need to read that too. But, my friends claim he is absolutely "amazing," so we will see how that goes.

My room is so clean. I got a new bookshelf! I love it. I need to paint my walls soon. Maybe we can have a spaghetti/paint my room night, aha.

Hm, this is interesting. Read this:
http://researchnews.osu.edu/archive/whtslav.htm

My hands and feet were freezing the whole day, and my eyes are itchy. Not good signs. Even worse, my feet were damp from the morning trek and that was just not pleasant to deal with the whole day. I did though. Cold feet really are the worst thing ever. I hate it. I think I am going to buy some thicker gloves soon. Unfortunately, I don't think you can get thicker socks than I have. :/

That is weird to think about. Do people really know us better than we know ourselves?

HOMEROOM IS TOMORROW! Ah, always good times. I need to take a shower, get comfortable, and get studying. AH! I need to work on that history paper. I do have seminar tomorrow, so that's a relief, really. It's so hard to get things done in that class though because there are so many people. I haven't seen Moulin Rouge, and I want to. There are a lot of movies I want to see. There are a lot of books I want to read. There are a lot of songs I want to hear. There are a lot of things I want to do, period. Golly.

Christmas time. :]

Get-get-psyched!!

Ah, plans. I'm borrowing my sister's cardigan. I love it, so much.

"Life really is good, whether you like it or not."

AGH! AND THEN NEW YEAR'S! What do you do on New Year's, Auds?
I am so glad this year is almost over. Not that it's been bad, just I like new one's. Does that make any sense? I always want to hold these experiments but I would never be able to do them myself. I want to, though. Rah, I'm ranting. Well, Auds, hope you are having a good night.