"My Bonnie lies over the ocean,

my Bonnie lies over the sea..." Why is that song stuck in my head? Why do I actually like it? I am still cold from our TWO snowball fights. My feet are kind of wet. I'm thinking I'm going to go take a shower after this. Since I can't call you tonight, what else will I do?

I think people would love if you started giving hugs like that, Auds. Really, you are an amazing hugger for having so little experience. You should share that. I already hug people like that, all the time. It's probably old news from me. That is weird how some people can do some things and some can't. I never really thought about that. I've always had the mindset that anyone can do whatever they want, but really they can't. Well, maybe they can? It depends on how intimidated they are by public opinion and what they want to guess I do. It's crazy, all the different things people want to do. There are SO many just, well, differences. I love it.

We will see how long it takes untill I get my family to hate you. JK!

The paragraph with the humbers just about killed me. OH NO! I CAN'T CALL YOU AND ALGEBRA HOMEWORK IS DUE TOMORROW! Ah, Auds, I hate you. No, I don't. Dang it. Hopefully I will do alright. I will, what am I talking about? I wonder if there is a constant number in my life, like 23. I have never seen that movie though. Just the very beginning.

Okay, so why wasn't today Game Day in homeroom? Was I even in homeroom? Yes, yes I was. Man, sometimes I space out so bad! I'm excited to verse you in Disney Trivial Pursuit though, someday. You will have HARD competition, begging for mercy. Oh, yes, it will be very intense. Mucho intenso. Okay, so I made that up.

Ahaha, I would just love everyone's reactions if your biography was published. "Awe, the Ragpicker and the Ticketmaster." Ahah, I can't believe I got suckered in to that job! I just can't take it, it is too much, aha. This school owns my life. It has found it's way into every nook and cranny. It's REDICCC. Ah, but I love it.

Will you please put me on the Brownsburg Public Library calling list? I'm serious, Auds. I have to hear this script and voice that you speak of.

Why would you say it's mine when I gave it to you, Auds? No more "Thanks, it's Abby's,From now on, it's just "Thanks," and then a humongus hug. There you go. I hope you did enjoy your Rally's today. I was sort of nervous, because it's kind of what I live for.

I wonder if I will someday just be able to think clearly. I'm very jumbled lately, and I hate it. It's annoying. My space-out's are getting more frequent and longer, and I am losing the little sense of time I had before. I just have no idea about anything anymore. Gar. It's rather obnoxious really.

My Great Clips haircut is bad, we all know it, okay? Ahaha, I like having a funny haircut though. It 1} makes other people feel better about their hair, 2}makes me and everyone else laugh, and 3} my hair getting as annoying and in-my-face as before is now something to look forward to. So there's THREE silver linings to this rainy cloud that is my haircut. Ah, I know you are joking. I don't take well to actual insults. AKA Travis' life. Really, he is just so hurtful! And serious! I do not understand him at all. It's frustrating.

Ahaha, YES! WE WILL NOT TELL ANYONE! It'll just happen. Oh, yes, yes, YES! I am so psyched for this. I love secret plans and playing spies! One of my favorite games, no lie. This is going to be great, really. We can sketch out our plans and make blueprints and everything. This is serious buisness. Especially since this is the first time your hair is going to be dyed. Oh, Lord!

Sometimes, Auds, I am absolutely deficient. I go parallel to everything I know I should be doing, and I have a really good sense of what I should be doing.

That would be awesome to get all A's. That would be my first all A's, ever, aha. I'd have to make up my health grade too, that's not doing so well. I have to get on those papers.

I would love to be in your mind, for one day. Peeling potatoes for no one? Really, who comes up with that? Ahaha, genius Auds, genius.

I am a fan of change, kind of. Well, it all depends on the situation. There are so, so, so many situations in this world.

If I had to choose independence or confidence, I would have no idea what to choose. Honestly, I hate decision making and I will not make one unless I am absolutely forced to. And I hate that. Independence or confidence? Huh, it's like the things are totally seperate but the more thought I put into it they go very hand-in-hand, kind of. I don't know!

That would be so crazy if it just happened, everyone had these death clocks now programmed for some reason. I really think I would like that better, really. Sure it would suck to know they were going to be gone tomorrow, but you could atleast have a chance before they go, you know? I'm so paranoid about people dying. Gar.

What if someone made a map of everyone in the entire world and connected it. Oh, that would be so awesome. That's probably not even possible, but maybe.

I want to go to Russia too. I'm thinking I need to go to Peru or something. I need to sleep on the beach and just get away to get my head cleared. Then again, leaving my problems like "couches in alleys" doesn't necessarily mean they will be taken away. I might have to go through the rain-soaked and rotten remains when I get home. That'll just be worse. Ah, how I love that analogy though. ("Couches in Alleys" - Styrofoam ft. Ben Gibbard)

I am ready for life.

I'm excited for tree decorating, Christmas, possibilities, and New Year's. I'm excited for plans and executing them, January 24th (three months are up) and I'm just excited becuase I feel like I can deal.

I am now going to shower, and hopfully do my Algebra homework without dying.
Here goes nothing!

AH, I HAVE TO WORK ON MY APUSH PAPER TOO! I have good information so far, really. Probably not 500 - 600 words worth, but still.