"You'll

always have me around."
I am asking that a lot lately.
What if I just...didn't? Or, even, what if I did? None of this is spurred from depression or any of that, no, it's from, well, honestly.
What if I did?
Would I be okay? Dissappointed? Am I young and angsty and stupid?
Probably.
But,
I'm also ingenius, dammit.

That just made me smile.

I like...
Smiling by myself, or making myself laugh. It's just a good feeling.
I like cold feet in the process of warming hope. It's a miniscule form of hope.
Folk music. I like it a lot.
CHRISTMAS, WHICH IS COMING UP!
And good sleep.

I'm in a weird mood. Stressed, aware, unrelaxed, missing you...
But, also, calm?
In a way, for some reason, the only way I can imagine someone feels right before they get into a life altering car accident.
Metaphorically?
What will be my car crash?
Hm.

I'm addicted to what people think, not really about me though.

Hm, hm, hm...

A lot of hm's.

This weekend was really, really good.

I was not a big fan of the MacBeth play, but I am really liking the play.

This is such an interesting time in life, internally, expternally.

I don't really know what to say. I'm kind of at a I-have-a-lot-of-feelings-but-don't-really-know-what-to-say place in my life.
Hey ya, mixed berry.

Good morning, sunflower.